- I've lied to myself, let me believe that I'm happy.
- Honestly, I'm never happy, I'm anything but.
- I always seem to be upset about something,
- And the occasion when I'm happy,
- There's a catch,
- Always.
- My life seems to be a joke, a cruel, cruel joke.
- Sticking me in a family where everyone's perfect.
- This isn't depression, I know that,
- But it might as well be.
- This miserableness won't leave, and I'll stay locked up,
- Locked up in myself, forever.